Day 22 - Saturday

I admit I did not much feel like doing anything today. I suffer from depression. Of late I have only been in one heck of a downward spiral. I try to find things to amuse my mind to see if it helps. I play upbeat music. Even watch comedies. I would pet my hamster but he bites. I know that it is stress pushing it over the edge of late. The economy is getting tougher and with only one of us working right now it is not very helpful. Due to how much of a funk I  am in I found it very difficult to focus. I must have stared at the screen a good 3 hours before i even managed to make anything.

Finally I had an idea. I really liked the top from the pants suits I made. So I decided to make it the top on a dress. This is how it turned out:

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So I in my funk again felt like doing absolutely nothing. I do dislike when my depression gets such a hold of me. I have had to force myself to do anything but just sit and cry. I was not in a mood to watch a movie at all.

I have been on a Sean Patrick Flanery kick. Today's movie has him in it. I went with "30 Days Until I'm Famous". I really liked this movie. I thought it was funny how he always expected to get his way until he met one person who chose to defy him every chance she got. He learned that he was not in power all the time. A great date night movie with enough to entertain both him and her. the comedy was priceless. I was unable to find only a trailer. This is the movie in it's entirety.


Cole is looking for the next big thing. In looking for the next best thing he seems to not pay attention to the things that matter most in life or in his own personal happiness. He has become so career driven he has issues keeping relationships and expects to always get his way when he wants it.  He is dangerously close to losing his job when his boss decides to give him a run for his money. He will risk it all to make a nobody a star. His boss is picking the person he is to make a star in 30 days.

Maggie is trying to make ends meet for her family. It is her mother, her grandmother, her sister, her nephew and herself in their home. It is small and cramped and they are barely keeping their heads above water. Maggie would do anything for her family even if it kills her. She just wants them happy and well. In trying to keep everyone happy she works her rump off and is seldom appreciated for it. The courier service she works for is just as kind to her as her landlord who wants his money or will kick them out. She has about had enough when she delivers the package to the record label that Cole works for.

While Maggie is delivering the package to the record label, the soon to be huge star Daisy Fresh knocks her over. This makes the rest of the packages scatter and Cole's boss decides she will be the star in 30 days to make or break Cole. Cole knows nothing of her. He has no idea if she can even do anything in the music business. He does not care he will make Maggie a star if it kills him. That is if she will take him seriously and accept his offer. She thinks he is insane and takes his card and continues about her business. After reevaluating her current financial situation she accept his offer needing the money.

Cole expects Maggie to work on his terms no questions asked like she is a drone and has no needs and feelings. He will push her to her limits and she will push him right back. Has Cole finally met his match? Can he make Maggie a huge star and save his job? Or will he push her so far she will snap and not bother to care about it?